Plus one

YAY!

Last night before I went to bed, I promised myself that if my temp went to 98.3, I could test. So when I woke up this morning, it was 98.3! I literally jumped out of bed...

Tested and it came up with a line right away -- I mean like less than a minute. I ran back to the bedroom (it was 8 a.m.) and poked Josh and looked at him with a huge smile. He opens one eye and says "What?" and I look at him and don't say anything except the huge smile. And he says "What - oh my god are you pregnant?" And I said "YES!" and I was so excited and he kissed me and he was really excited and then we stayed in bed talking about it for like 45 minutes.

I didn't really have any symptoms. I had a weird metallic taste in my mouth one day and then had some random sensations of pulling, but not really cramping, but really it was nothing major at all. Just a here and there "oh that's weird" kind of thing. My test came up with a second line right away -- within 30 seconds.

We're not going to tell anyone for a while. We're going to tell our parents and the two siblings in a few weeks, but we're not telling extended family or friends until after the three-month mark.

That means it's going to be a loooooong summer. No drinking, lots of lying about why I am not drinking, lots of pretending I am drinking. Maybe I can cover it by eating sushi and soft cheese. Every day. And smoking. I am sure that's fine right? It'll throw people off the scent for sure!

What an exciting day.

What a scary day.

Holy shit -- we're having a BABY!